My mom would have been 50 years old today. My dad went to her grave and put two roses down, one for me and one for him. When he told me this I got really choked up. I’ve been trying not to think about what day it is all day and I’ve been doing a pretty good job until now. Now I’m feeling rather lousy. I’m also dealing with other emotions that come with being a human. I’m feeling kind of like a pile of crap tonight.

So now it’s onto Mothers Day. I’m trying to avoid that day like H1N1. Ha. But on a serious note, Mother’s Day is overly hard. It’s supposed to rain all day. So I will probably hide away all day, eat lots of junk food and drown my sorrows in ice cream.