January 2009
19 posts
I used to have a livejournal account in high school and I used to write in it ALL THE TIME. I used to do surveys and all that junk. So I went back to look at it today and I was reading some survey’s I did. Have I ever CHANGED. So I’m going to paste one survey and do a comparison from then to now. There was one question about what age I wanted to get married at and I put age 20. What...
I think I’d like to go back home And take it easy There’s a woman that I’d like to get to know Living there Everybody seems to wonder What it’s like down here I gotta get away from this day-to-day running around, Everybody knows this is nowhere. Everybody, everybody knows Everybody knows. Every time I think about back home It’s cool and breezy I wish that I could be...
Cotton candy and a rotten mouth You know you’re so fucked up You know I couldn’t help but have it for you And everybody knows the way I walk And knows the way I talk And knows the way I feel about you It’s all a bunch of shit And there’s nothing to do around here It’s totally fucked up I’m totally fucked up Wish you were here And streets that only turn to...
This whole seasonal depression thing is really tiring. I feel so… level. Like I don’t feel happy and I don’t feel sad, I just feel nothing. I’m not excited about anything or happy for that matter but I’m also not sad about anything either. It’s so strange. I feel like I’m going to be buried in this snow forever. That I’m going to have to wear my...
So I thought I’d buy a ticket to see one of Cardinal’s last shows (Atlanta is sold out) and possibly fly out there for the night, see the show and come home right after. I am desperate enough to do something like this. I’m just not sure I have enough money for it. I know it’s pretty extreme but I feel the need to be there. This might be it and that sucks. My last time...
homeward bound.
I’m heading back “home” at the end of February. I’m actually looking forward to going back. Even though I like living here, it doesn’t feel like home. It feels like a place I’m staying at for awhile. I think I’m anxious to go back home because 1.) it feels like a mini-vacation 2.) I know it’ll remind me what I love about this place. I have this image...
feeling weird...
I’ve spent most of my night reading the book about Elliott Smith (by Autumn deWilde) and listening to his music and watching youtube videos. It has made me feel overly depressed. I have loved his music for so long and for me, it’s very difficult to listen to. I always feel heavy after it. I remember when I found out he had committed suicide (or passed away). I was devastated. Around...
I am feeling so bad right now. I got my tooth pulled today and it was the most painful tooth pulling procedure I’ve ever experienced. My mouth wasn’t even frozen and that didn’t stop them from ripping my tooth out of my mouth. I am now home alone, feeling alone and swallowing way too much blood (because I can’t spit it out). So I’m feeling overly sick to my stomach....
FOR CARDSFANS AND FAM- Peace-Out!! R XO
cardinalcave:
THERE WILL BE NO CANCELLED SHOWS AND THIS CARDINALS TOUR WILL HAPPEN AS PLANNED SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND I AM JUST SHARING THIS NOW SO THAT IN A FEW DAYS OR LESS IT WILL BE NO PROBLEM AND NOT INTERFERE WITH HAVING A PEACEFUL TOUR AND A NICE TIME PLAYING THE GIGS BOOKED.
FOR CARDINALS FANS and FAM,
I am very sorry if my blog post concerning my need to walk away for...
nicrad:
dirtroadblues:
nicrad:
so here’s our...
nicrad:
so here’s our newest song
Rubberduck...
2009 is not starting off so well.
Monday I got sick. Tuesday I started french classes. Tuesday I had a dentist appointment and was told I need a root canal which was going to cost me 1,900. Thankfully I started crying in the chair and he told me he could just pull the tooth. Tuesday, still sick. Went home early from work. I can’t afford to miss work. Wednesday, overly sick. Snow storm. Got...
I’ve been off work for two weeks and of course, I wake up today with a cold and had to go back to work this evening. It’s not fun having a runny nose and sneezing every two seconds when you’re on the phone for 6 hours. How is it that I get a cold the day I go back to work? On top of that, I start french classes tomorrow morning and I have a dentist appointment tomorrow (which I...
